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"Constantly Imagining the First Time," Gay and Lesbian Teens Talk About Sex


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Constantly Imagining the First Time
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Zach: is a 16-year-old gay teen who likes cooking and imagines adopting children one day. He also imagines what it will be like to have sex for the first time.

"I'm not entirely out of the closet, all of my friends know, most against my will. But my problem is that I think about sex and relationships more than humanly possible.

So each time I think about my 'first relationship' or 'first time' the scenario gets more and more specific, and I'm worried that now I'm passing up any remotely potential options because they don't fit my fairy tale idea.

Oh, and the other obsession I have is watching those oh-so-cute gay movies on YouTube. Not the stupid montages, the ripped full length films. This morning I watched "Summer Storm", and all I can say is that it was really cute.

So what I contracted from that endeavor is that I want at least one of my relationships to be with a guy who is in the closet, and sort of comes out to me, and.. I don't know, then WE DO IT!"

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