From Zach:
I'm not entirely out of the closet, all of my friends know, most against my will. But my problem is that I think about sex and relationships more than humanly possible.
So each time I think about my 'first relationship' or 'first time' the scenario gets more and more specific, and I'm worried that now I'm passing up any remotely potential options becasue they don't fit my fairy tale idea.
Oh, and the other obsession I have is watching those oh-so-cute gay movies on YouTube. Not the stupid montages, the ripped full length films. This morning I watched "Summer Storm", and all I can say is that it was really cute.
So what I contracted from that endevour is that I want at least one of my relationships to be with a guy who is in the closet, and sort of comes out to me, and.. I don't know, then WE DO IT!
