From Lorax:
I've considered myself bi for a long time, but my sexual relationships have mainly been with men, and I don't enjoy them.
I'm the craziest person I know because I simply don't enjoy sex with men, (I'm a girl by the way) although I feel attracted to them.
I do though, love sex with women. I have less of it though, as I am more reserved with my body around women. I feel like it's a higher sex.
Like, sex with a guy is just normal and supposed to happen. But sex with a woman is just beautiful, more enjoyable, better, but therefore more for me to worry about.
I actually love my body less when around women, perhaps because to me, everyone woman is more beautiful than I am, and men just simply arent on that level.
Maybe I'm just bi to hold on to a little bit of "normality". I hide myself behind sex with men, it makes me feel that supposed normality I guess. I'm just very confused.
